When did a sick person ever go to the hospital to buy a blouse or a pair of jeans? (Never is the answer.) That is a customer…not a patient. A patient is someone who is ill. Medicine is not a business in the way big corporations try to distort it. It is a service and we are servants…and hospitals need servants of medicine and that is what I am. I have practiced emergency medicine without incident for 37 years (since 1981). I contribute by writing and teaching both CME and clinical bedside emergency medicine. There are over 12,000 emergency physicians who have paid me to prepare them for their boards; however, because I used my name (that was my branding on the internet) it led to stalking and I was injured and could have lost my life. EMRA in 2002 publishing a study about me as the “most expensive educator in the US for board preparation” in part, this also got me stalkers. So I have had 4 attempts on my life. There is a false newscast that makes assumptions that I did not like being given a citation. Nope. What I did not like was being injured by a guard who also tried to extort money from me. Something you don’t see on the news or the 2 seconds when the guard tried to use a personal cell phone as a weapon. He had no right to even enter my yard. He had no right to use his personal camera. I was not doing anything criminal. People are stupid enough to use this newscast in their decision-making instead of doing the right thing and looking at court records. I am cited in a very positive way for a lifetime of accomplishments in the Annals of Emergency Medicine (see the Emergency Medicine Oral Examination, Annals of Emergency Medicine 2006, my clients wrote that article which was published by the journal. Many people know me as the leading expert on how to take any examination. The emergency medicine residents association, EMRA, well without telling me they did a study they published about me and the other few best programs in the nation (They wrote ” Dr Collman is one of the best educators in America, he is in the top seven providers (they compared me with universities…I am just one person…what else they wrote: “He is the most expensive but worth every penny.” That is nice but not really true. My programs are twice as long or longer than any other so I get paid the same as everyone else per hour of teaching. That quote published on the internet and myself having a company using my own name all got me stalkers and almost murdered. So I left the internet for a long time to protect myself and my family. My current National Practitioner Data Base record from October 2017 shows the same thing. No negative information about me. Because I really am a good person; go figure. I have no actual criminal record. Been arrested for doing nothing wrong, so a guard could get 15 min of fame and filed to collect more money from me LIKE MY STALKERS. He lost his case in court. That dates back to July 2015 when the court again for the second time ruled against him. He lost the first time and that document is signed in Jan 2015 by a judge who released me. The guard came to my home in Nov 2014 and did some awful things which I don’t wish to detail. He then lied in court and the judge quickly determined he was lying. The judge released me. It is that simple. Do not think it is easy for me to tell the world I was stalked now more than once. I had to move my children from our first home due to a home invasion. It frightened my family. Then I had to move my children away from our second home years later for their safety. I had to protect them from growing up in fear from others too; I will never discuss that. I had injuries from my stalkers. I never told any of this to my children to protect them: I did not want them to grow up in more fear and worry. Now this year as adults they do know. Here is my National Practitioner Data Base record. It is dated Oct 2017.

npdb with the real facts about my life.

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A painting I created: oil on cavas: Stickman series; © 1981-2017 Dwight Collman Stickman is a registered copyright of Dwight Collman since 1981.

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“On Fire” © 2017 Dwight Collman MD; original painintg using Procreate, iPad and Pencil. I am getting a lot of art done since Im waiting on my next employment Dec 2017.  So I paint.  I write and I spend time each day talking to my fiance.  She is waiting for me in Europe where we met.  I have lectured and painted and cared for people in Europe and South America.  I have also been learning Russian for 10 years.  I continue to care for patients and teach as an instructor of medicine at an academic institutions and private tutor physicians.  I used locums employment to keep myself safe, i.e., to leave Florida for a period of time.  The restraining order I have is only as good as the people who have been restrained; there is nothing good about them.

IMG_0377I am now 61-years-old as of Jan 23, 2017- I was first stalked from 2000-2004; a judge ended all of that with a restraining order after a truck was used in an attempt to murder me.  But such men, who never got what they wanted…well I would be stupid to assume there are not still out there angry.   Then,  I needed to take time off to grieve over the death of my dad in 2008.  Then I needed time to grieve over the murder of my mother in the Spring of 2016.  I am ABEM certified by the grandfather track.  I have all the other certifications you would expect an emergency physician to have: ATLS, ACLS, PALS, BLS and my Fed DEA and the state CSR Licenses and I am currently licensed to practice medicine in IL, IN, AL, FL, and Arizona; if you are interested in hiring me.   I have no criminal prosecution for any crime ever, yet in 2012 I was arrested by clerical error by the state of FL and they have sovereign immunity over any prosecution for this.  It all damages my reputation also I think.  I was found not guilty over a sensationalized incident with a guard in my community for cleaning my driveway and he attacked me and injured me.  The guard lost his court case in his first few words…he told the judge I am a convicted and known criminal with a constant record of criminal behavior.  He just wanted what my stalkers wanted in 2004: money and his 15 minutes of fame.  He made a point of it!  The newscasters interview him and of course he is on his best behavior; He was fired from his job after the court ruled in my favor.  Why am I  publishing all of this?  Because dumb nurses are going to hospital administrators and showing a two second clip of me when I am injured and telling the guard for hurting me to stop, including not to use his video camera on his personal cell phone…a personal phone which he used for his intended purpose…to get some fame…some money…not for any other reason.  He had no authority to push me to the ground; that is what you don’t see.  I was released and then went to work at my new employment in Arizona for five months as a faculty member for Midwestern University (Nov 2014-Mar 2015…that was completed one month before my mom died).  She lost her life for the same reason I almost lost mine; I am not going to discuss that at this time.  The newscast remains on the internet and has cut me off from employment several times since it was used to sensationalize that a doctor was arrested and some people use that to judge me.  It gives no follow up news I was found not guilty because to the public that is not newsworthy.  My original stalkers hurt me so badly I had anterior spinal cord syndrome (that means for a time I was paralyzed), a broken back, a broken neck and other injuries; I spent a fortune getting well but I have never missed a scheduled shift of work in 37 years.  I have never formally taken a sick day.  SO PLEASE LOOK AT THE COURT RECORDS, STOP LOOKING JUST AT GOOGLE; THAT VIOLATES LEGAL HIRING PRACTICES WHICH REQUIRE YOU GO TO COURT DOCUMENTS TO GET THE TRUTH NOT ASSUMPTIONS. THE NEWSCASTER THINKS I DID NOT LIKE A CITATION FROM A GUARD; NO, I DID NOT LIKE BEING INJURED, BEING STALKED AND HAVING ANOTHER ATTEMPT AT EXTORTION AGAIN.  I AM A VICTIM.  I SHOULD BE THE DIRECTOR OF AN EMERGENCY MEDICINE RESIDENCY PROGRAM BY NOW.  I HAVE SPENT MY 37 YEARS WORKING FOR THAT GOAL; ALL OF MY UPDATED CORE CONTENT LECTURES FROM ALL OF THE 7 MOST RECENT EDITIONS OF TINTINALLI’S STUDY GUIDE ARE ALL ILLUSTRATED AND I HAVE CREATED THAT OVER AND OVER TO KEEP PACE WITH NEW DEVELOPMENTS.  I TEACH ALL 24 SECTIONS OF EMERGENCY MEDICINE, (I HAVE TAUGHT FROM EVERY EDITION BUT THE FIRST-THAT TINY BOOK WAS BEFORE I STARTED MY TEACHING). I AM GOING TO BE SELLING MY PROGRAMS ON THIS WEBSITE, BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GET BACK TO EVEN MORE ACTIVE CLINICAL WORK AND MY WORK CREATING CME/CEU PROGRAMS WHICH, IN THE PAST WERE SPONSORED BY ORGANIZATIONS LIKE NATIONAL ACEP, JOHNS HOPKINS UNIVERSITY…THE LIST IS SO LONG I WON’T BORE YOU WITH IT.   I was a test item writer again in 2014; I have now contributed over 1000 live test items for board exams and the inservice exams combined.  I trained board examiners how to administer the oral exam in emergency medicine for 10 years.  MANY OF THE EXPERTS WHO CONTRIBUTED CHAPTERS TO THE CORE CONTENT LECTURES IN Tintinalli’s text ARE MY CLIENTS!   MANY ATTENDED MY PROGRAMS IN PRIVATE TO MAINTAIN THEIR PRIVACY (PRIVATE TUTORING-SO I CANNOT REVEAL THEIR NAMES BUT OTHERS WHO DID NOT ASK FOR THIS I WOULD NOT REVEAL THEIR NAMES EITHER).  THESE ARE DOCTORS WHO CAME TO ME TO PREPARE THEM SO THEY COULD PASS THE ABEM/AOBEM/BCEM/CANADIAN and other BOARD EXAMS because they all have KNOWLEDGE GAPS and the majority had one or more examination failures.  Experts are at risk for this because they tend to “sub-specialize” (I mean reduce) their knowledge to a sector of emergency medicine.  So the original author of the APLS manual, I privately tutored for a long time.  That doctor needed help with adult medicine.  The person who was literally in charge of the ongoing revisions of all of ACLS is another.  It is interesting when you test a person in a simulation:  what do they most likely fail?  The cases they know the best: when you are an expert you internalize that you will be judged if you are not perfect in that area when tested…you program yourself to fail.  The other risk is when you don’t keep reading about the areas of emergency medicine that you don’t practice…like what I will just call Dr APLS…some of it is self programming to believe I forgot all of my adult medicine and some of it is true.  So I made it my job to help all of these people.  I had no idea it would become a full-time job.  That has been great except for my stalkers.  If I publish my client names they would not want that.  They want privacy as do most physicians in my specialty.  Do you know emergency physicians have been successfully murdered by unhappy people; it is almost always related to a patient that died in an ED.  It is usually a death related to extreme violence.  Yeah it is a serious problem that has recurred…so practicing emergency medicine can be dangerous …and I am a survivor of serious attempts on my life; I am a victim of attempts at extortion and stalking.  Those of you who google are adding to my injury but you are not smart enough to realize it.  I am only now after 17 years making this public because I am sure other people who are not even doctors have experienced the same thing.  I will write about how to make yourself safe.  There is nothing safe about the internet.  Many physicians actually thought I died because my website vanished one day like I had.

Painting © 1983 Dwight Collman
Tropical Midnight © 1983 Dwight Collman: prints are available.  This image and many others have appeared in Boca Magazine from 1999-2004.  I had to decline to paint at both the Ft Lauderdale and West Palm Beach airports; I was invited to paint huge areas at both airports. I had to close my gallery to the public when I closed all of the “Collman Institute” to stop the stalking issue.  I had to make my life appear as if  I did actually die.  The most difficult part was losing so much time over many years with my children and I will never write more about that because it was to keep them safe.  I will never publish their names or locations.

 

 

I AM THE ONLY PHYSICIAN I N THE WORLD WHO CAN MAKE CERTAIN CLAIMS ABOUT ACCOMPLISHING WHAT I WAS TOLD WOULD NOT BE POSSIBLE FOR ONE PERSON TO DO: TEACH PROLONGED CME ALONE.  NOW THIS IS ALL HISTORICAL FACT:   NATIONAL ACEP HAS THE NAMES OF EVERY PHYSICIAN I EVER EDUCATED AND SO DOES THE FLORIDA MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, JOHN’S HOPKIN’S UNIVERSITY AND THE AMERICAN ASSOCIATION OF PHYSICIAN SPECIALISTS AND MANY MORE ORGANIZATIONS:  Combined, over 400 US hospitals have hired me to train their emergency physicians!   Almost every branch of the US military has sent their emergency physicians to me; I view this with the highest regard and feel thankful for all of it.   One physician, one who attended the my first CME program in 1989 made my Oral Board Prep program (the Oral Board Tutorial!)  mandatory for completing the residency.  That was the physician CO for the Naval program in Portsmouth, VA.  I would never reveal their names on the internet.  I would never do that especially after what happened to me.   ALL ORGANIZATIONS THAT COSPONSOR ME RECEIVE MONEY FROM ME FOR COSPONSORING MY PROGRAMS FOR CME ACCREDITATION.  THEY WILL IN THE FUTURE TOO.  MANY HAVE TOLD ME:  IF I AM GOOD ENOUGH TO TEACH WORLD EXPERTS I AM GOOD ENOUGH TO WORK IN ANY EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT; I FEEL MOST COMFORTABLE IN BIG, BUSY EDS.  I WAS TRAINED MOSTLY IN THE OPERATING ROOM, ICUs OF EVERY KIND, SO I AM VERY COMFORTABLE WITH VERY SICK PATIENTS.  RECRUITERS ASK ME THESE QUESTIONS TO PLACE ME WHEN I WORK LOCUMS.  SO I AM LISTING IT HERE.  I HAVE WORKED WITHOUT ANY ADMONISHMENTS OR FORMAL COMPLAINTS SINCE 1981-THE YEAR I BEGAN TO PRACTICE.  MY CAREER THAT SPANS NEARLY 4 DECADES ALSO INCLUDES A FULL-TIME CAREER AS A MEDICAL ILLUSTRATOR.  I AM ONLY 61 YEARS OLD; I COMPLETED MY MD EDUCATION AT 23; SO DESPITE THE LONG CAREER I DON’T PLAN ON RETIRING.  I NOW USE A PSEUDONYM-FOR A WEBSITE: EMEDNATION.COM.  I WAITED A LONG TIME TO START IT…I WANTED MY KIDS TO GROW UP AND MOVE AWAY…FAR AWAY SO I WOULD KNOW THEY ARE SAFE.  I SAID AND WROTE THINGS TO THEM TO MAKE SURE THEY WOULD NEVER RETURN HERE.  THAT IS NOW FINALLY ASSURED.  THAT IS ALL I WILL PUBLISH FOR NOW.  I may tell more later.  I just started getting comfortable using social media because of the stalking.  I feel like I did when I was stalked sometimes when people click the button that they are being my “followers”.  You would think it would feel good.  Not for me.  Not after what happened.  I know it isn’t the same as being stalked…but it can still feel the same…that is how the brain is wired.  It is part of the protective system built into the limbic system with its hardwiring to the hippocampus on both sides.  It makes you remember forever things you would like to forget.  So I don’t really yet as of the last month of 2017…(which is now)…no I don’t actually enjoy tweeting or using Facebook or any other social media yet.  I only do it because if I don’t I will never regain the happy feelings I had.

The keywords are “following you”.  Understand now?

I’m still not comfortable with that; I wont ever be.  I am certain of that.      

1 thought on “When did a sick person ever go to the hospital to buy a blouse or a pair of jeans? (Never is the answer.) That is a customer…not a patient. A patient is someone who is ill. Medicine is not a business in the way big corporations try to distort it. It is a service and we are servants…and hospitals need servants of medicine and that is what I am. I have practiced emergency medicine without incident for 37 years (since 1981). I contribute by writing and teaching both CME and clinical bedside emergency medicine. There are over 12,000 emergency physicians who have paid me to prepare them for their boards; however, because I used my name (that was my branding on the internet) it led to stalking and I was injured and could have lost my life. EMRA in 2002 publishing a study about me as the “most expensive educator in the US for board preparation” in part, this also got me stalkers. So I have had 4 attempts on my life. There is a false newscast that makes assumptions that I did not like being given a citation. Nope. What I did not like was being injured by a guard who also tried to extort money from me. Something you don’t see on the news or the 2 seconds when the guard tried to use a personal cell phone as a weapon. He had no right to even enter my yard. He had no right to use his personal camera. I was not doing anything criminal. People are stupid enough to use this newscast in their decision-making instead of doing the right thing and looking at court records. I am cited in a very positive way for a lifetime of accomplishments in the Annals of Emergency Medicine (see the Emergency Medicine Oral Examination, Annals of Emergency Medicine 2006, my clients wrote that article which was published by the journal. Many people know me as the leading expert on how to take any examination. The emergency medicine residents association, EMRA, well without telling me they did a study they published about me and the other few best programs in the nation (They wrote ” Dr Collman is one of the best educators in America, he is in the top seven providers (they compared me with universities…I am just one person…what else they wrote: “He is the most expensive but worth every penny.” That is nice but not really true. My programs are twice as long or longer than any other so I get paid the same as everyone else per hour of teaching. That quote published on the internet and myself having a company using my own name all got me stalkers and almost murdered. So I left the internet for a long time to protect myself and my family. My current National Practitioner Data Base record from October 2017 shows the same thing. No negative information about me. Because I really am a good person; go figure. I have no actual criminal record. Been arrested for doing nothing wrong, so a guard could get 15 min of fame and filed to collect more money from me LIKE MY STALKERS. He lost his case in court. That dates back to July 2015 when the court again for the second time ruled against him. He lost the first time and that document is signed in Jan 2015 by a judge who released me. The guard came to my home in Nov 2014 and did some awful things which I don’t wish to detail. He then lied in court and the judge quickly determined he was lying. The judge released me. It is that simple. Do not think it is easy for me to tell the world I was stalked now more than once. I had to move my children from our first home due to a home invasion. It frightened my family. Then I had to move my children away from our second home years later for their safety. I had to protect them from growing up in fear from others too; I will never discuss that. I had injuries from my stalkers. I never told any of this to my children to protect them: I did not want them to grow up in more fear and worry. Now this year as adults they do know. Here is my National Practitioner Data Base record. It is dated Oct 2017.”

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